Last night I had a really weird dream. It started out with some weird church thing being hosted in my dads office so I was only a little bit away from it sleeping in my bed. There were other people with me in my bed a couple of guys a couple of girls and Erin. We were trying to be respectful of this church thing but these weird symbols kept appearing on my windowsill. We decided to crack the code I figured out the first few and after that one of the guys finished. I don't remember what it said the next thing I remember was that we were talking to the preacher and then transported into the new colonies. This was where it turned into a musical. All of us that had been friends were suddenly torn apart and it seemed that I was the only one who was still fighting for our friendship. I was the greatest outcast in the group but slowly I went through and made them remember who we were. I almost lost the last person but right before I woke up I got to see that they truly did remember us and what we were even if they couldn't act upon it. Really who dreams in Musical?
I really wish i had not seen anyone this past weekend. I was ready to leave them all behind but the fact that even after I had pushed them all out of my life they still love me makes it hard to know that I will not even be living in the same country as them. I know it seems odd that I am so stuck to people. Amanda Sherwood has finally learned to care about other people and now she is hating life because of it.The worst of it was my fam. Erin, Robert, Randy, Hayley, Kathy, and Marcus. I forget how much I really do love them when we are apart but as soon as we are together again I cannot remember why it is that I ever let them out of my life.
I leave soon, really soon.
Alright I have to go There is so much more on my mind but I have to go finish my mom's classroom.
xoxox
Me
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