Because you will not find this anywhere on any of the information sites!

These are the Stations at which you can buy German Rail Passes, Twin passes are a great deal if you have a buddie!

Here is the list of railway stations in Germany where you can purchase railpasses for any number of days:
(Hbf = main railway station; Flughafen = airport)

Basel Bad Bf
Berlin Hbf
Berlin-Schönefeld Flughafen
Berlin Südkreuz
Berlin Zoologischer Garten
Bonn Hbf
Dresden Hbf
Düsseldorf Hbf
Düsseldorf Flughafen
Frankfurt (M) Hbf
Frankfurt (M) Flughafen
Hamburg Hbf
Hannover Hbf
Heidelberg Hbf
Kaiserslautern Hbf
Köln Hbf
Köln/Bonn Flughafen
Leipzig Hbf
München Hbf
München Flughafen
Stuttgart Hbf

DB (German Railways) France in Paris
Zürich (DB-Verkaufsstelle bei der Deutschen Zentrale für Tourismus = Centre Tourism Germany)
Generalvertretung der DB Vertrieb GmbH für Großbritannien in London (booking centre Deutsche Bahn/Railways Germany)

I can do whatever I want becuase I look good in Heaven!

Dancing it out.. I am just dancing it all out.

Claudia, if we do live together you better know that we are going to have to dance it out together!

So the point of the title of this blog... I thought was a line in a song... but no no, I looked it up, and it is I can do whatever I want cause I look good in Leather.. UM because I look good in Heaven is so much better so it is my second catch phrase.

I now have to phrases that are me
I am made of blue sky and hard rock and will live this way forever,
and
I can do whatever I want because I look good in heaven!

YESSSSS
I know I know you are jealous, you just need to get you phrases too

alright this is a short entry because I really have to get back to dancing. I am teaching a dance for one of my lessons either tomorrow or Thursday and I have not perfected it yet.

TATA

Working on a new playlist!

So I am making a new playlist that will be up in a few weeks. The new playlist will be made only of songs that get stuck in my head. So that you can all know which songs get stuck in my head! :)

So here is my day so far:

8:30 am wake up
8:50 walk to school
9:45 make it to class
10:30 walk home
11:20 back in bed
12:30 walk to Real, then to Kiks, and then to the dollar store
2:00 walk home
2:45:pm get on the computer do random things, work a bit, watch Tv. Change purses work on package to Laudi.
It is now 5:00 and I am wondering if there will be dinner tonight!

Any moment now I am going to go talk to my land lord.... YAY LAND LADY she is really sweet!

No dinner tonight, I am on my own, but I have some stuff left over so I think I can make a tasty dinner for myself. Hopefully!


Got asked out by a student today. AWKWARD, they thought I was only 18 and they like talking with me so they figured they would go for it. Poor guy. but so so awkward for me. I think of my students as kids, so it really caught me by surprise like what do you do when that happens? Of course I said no but now for the next 4.5 months this kid is going to feel so awkward and I am going to feel awkward.... why cant a good older guy like me?? REALLY high schoolers I am pretty lame!


Current favorite song stuck in my head Mando Diao Dance

Break your happy home
Learn to sing along
To the music, to the music
Clap your hands and shake
On a summer's day
To the music, to the music

[Chorus 2x]
I'm falling in love with your favourite song
I'm gonna sing it all night long
I'm gonna dance with somebody
Dance with somebody
Dance, dance, dance

I'm gonna dance with somebody

When you're all alone
We become your home
We're the music, we're the music
When your love's away
And you feel betrayed
We're the music, sweet music

[Chorus 2x]
I'm falling in love with your favourite song
I'm gonna sing it all night long
I'm gonna dance with somebody
Dance with somebody
Dance, dance, dance

[30x]
Dance...

[Instrumental & Humming Part]

[Chorus 4x]
I'm falling in love with your favourite song
I'm gonna sing it all night long
I'm gonna dance with somebody
Dance with somebody
Dance, dance, dance


I just made 36 cupcakes for my conversation class tomorrow, They better love me. I figured we could use some cheering up on Friday the 13th and the day before St. Valentines day!

PS it is officially 24 hours after I started this entry. I forgot about it yesterday and never finished posting it. SO I shall runn off to post it now!

BYE

I know, Two posts one day it isn't fair....

I have been thinking a lot. I think we have this whole idea of love wrong. I mean it isn't our faults we have been fed this fairytale ideal our whole lives. I mean to give us credit none of us really believe that some prince charming will come and find us and save us from ourselves. However, we do still have this idea that we can find one person who will fit with us and some how make us more complete.

Maybe that is all bullshit. I mean I think it is. We all keep saying that we are just happier when we are with someone but why is that? I think we have been trained to not be happy alone and that is just pure insanity. How can we be happier when we have to worry about making someone else happy.

I truly think that we can never find someone to be happy with until we can just be happy.

Now that gets me to my next topic. Dear world, I have been very happy alone for the last four years, Send me a man, he doesn't have to be perfect but he could be perfect for me that would be great! LOL

No I am sure I will find someone to torture for awhile. But I am done kissing toads looking for a good guy. I am ready to be wanted. So it starts now. Time to shed this cold hard and slightly ugly Shell.

As you read (if you read the other entry, you know I am coming to terms with all my dark twisty nature. I threw it out there, the things that you may have known and some things you probably didn't. And now, now I am ready to break free.

There is this idea swirling around in my head, it is so beautiful, I don't understand it it is just sweet sounds and images that make not sense right now. But I will figure it out.


I am so excited I figured out how to post pictures. I knew how to do it long ago and I have jogged my memory on how to do it again. I am sure if i used the tool bar it would have done it for me but I like using the code by myself. I like knowing I can boss my computer around sometimes.

Alright I need to go get my laundry finished and maybe take a nap....


I love you and hope your hearts lighten their load. Just let it go and you will be able to fly again!

Some things that should be known about me.

Now people can no longer complain that they do not understand why I am who I am.

It seems like on Facebook everyone is doing that here are 25 random things about me. Well I decided to make you a list of things that I think are very important about me to understand why sometimes I react to things in ways that I should not react I figured if I put this list out there then later in life I can say things like well I warned people who wanted to know. Anyone who wanted could have found this information and been prepared for this.

Ok

First of all I am stubborn, More so than people think when I actually set my mind to something it is over. Often I ruin things for myself because I am unwilling to budge but this stubbornness comes from being walked over so many times so when there is something and I get it in my head that it is important I will not be moved by anything but death.

I don't like sharing my emotions because to many people have abused me because of it. If I seem to get really angry and I am fighting with you for no good reason you have probably hurt me bad, or found me just after someone else has caused some great hurt in my life. Instead of getting sad and weak I will get angry.

I need hugs to survive. I feel so safe wiht someones arms around me (one part is heartbeats which you will read about later). I just feel like no harm can come ot me when I am safe in someone elses embrace.

If you have seen me cry it is probably because I was so angry I had no where for the anger to go. Very few people have seen me just cry because I was sad or upset, the only tears they have seen are tears of intense anger.

I am irrationally afraid of the dark. I try to act brave, I will walk by myself at night so that no one else knows how scared I am but in truth my body hurts from how scared I am.


I am like that with most of the things that scare me. I will not admit how scared I am. I will just push through, and my body does hurt from how scared I am but I do not like to show any weakness.

In relationships I have to have someone willing to fight with me. This sounds crazy but fighting ignites such passion. I am not talking about like physical fights but I need someone who will hold their own say no to me and stand their ground. I find that really hot!

I really want a guy to court me. I have never really been asked out. I have not been on a really true date ever. I want a guy that asks me out, brings me flowers, and tries to get closer to me.

I push people away before they can leave me. I have huge abandonment issues and I would rather be the one to leave than be the one who is left. I know those who I leave have tons of other friends and will never be left alone. I would rather be alone by choice than by being left.

I dont like sleeping alone. I have always had trouble sleeping in my bed I feel like I am so far from everyone. When I was a kid I would often sneak out of my bed and my parents would find me all over the place. Now I have tons of pillows and I ususally set them on both sides of me so I can feel like I am sleeping between two people. at the very least I have to have them set up on one side so I can feel like someone else is there.

I think that I truly have failed everyone around me. You can tell me that I have not but I will forever feel that guilt.

I feel like I would have fit in better in some other time. I feel like the person who is deep inside of me would fit better in the past, and that I build such strong walls of protection around me because that frail little girl is so scared of how things are today.

I am scared I will be alone for the rest of my life. All I want is some guy to fight for me. To show me that deep down I am worth enough to put up with all of my faults.


I was raped in college and that is why I have such issues getting close to guys. It was funny, I always thought that I was not pretty enough, or skinny enough to have such a problem. I thought I was safe, who would want to be with me... I was wrong and I am ashamed that I put myself in a position where I could let that happen. I know better, I am smarter and I should be stronger but I guess I wasn't strong enough. But for all my friends who got mad that I would not ever let them be alone that is why.I cannot stand the idea of letting that happen to someone I love. I never count that as having sex, I was still a virgin after that happened and I will never again talk about it so please dont ask me, and dont say I never knew or I am sorry it happened. It did and it made me a stronger person.

I have given up drinking to the point of being drunk and I am very upset that so many people are upset about that. People want me to drink and I just dont want to. There are so many alcholics in my family and I am an adult now. I am over that college get wasted phase and I would appericate a little bit of support. I don't mind if you drink, but I just will not get drunk anymore.

It is easier for me to trust guys than girls. There is part of me that just craves to have men in my life, I just need them as friends but I need them to be around. I have always been a daddys girl, and my grandpas girl. I dont know why but I just need men around. I like my friends who are girls, I love them, but I need the guys to feel safe I think.

I don't trust anyone. I think that all people have an alternitive motive for everything. The few times I do start to trust someone they always turn out to be the wrong person to trust. I know deep down that There are people I can trust, and I have started to open up more but I always guard a good bit of myself from everyone. And I long for someone I can trust with everything. I long for someone to just push through all my problems.

I can lie about anything. But if I am telling the truth and you think it is a lie I cannot keep a straight face. That has gotten me in alot of trouble. When ever I lie, I feel so guilty about it I eventually have to come clean about it. Or if I know I have to lie, like if we are throwing a suprize party I will have to find a half truth to tell so that I can lie and not feel so guilty.

I love to hear gossip however, If someone comes to me with something I will not tell anyone else. I like gossip becuase usually parts of it are true and I like to then go find out what is going on. I like to know everything that is happening with the people around me.

I like to read books, Fantasy are my favorite and when I am reading them I will pretend that I am in teh book. If there is not a femal character strong enought for me I will spend hours everynight rewritting the story in my mind. Changing the things that have happend so that there is a character I can pretend is me. It is my escape from life. I have alot of troubles sleeping at night so I like to read that way I am at least resting and that is when I pretend that I am these characers in these stories. And in the end I always find my true love. I accomplish in stories what I think I never will in life. I get over being stubborn (well mostly) I learn to trust and to love. Also sometimes in my stories I am very weak, I have to have people to protect me. That is a desire I have is to have someone to protect me.

Most of my dreams are nightmares. They will often start out as good dreams but by the end they are always nightmares. Terrible things happen usually I only tell people about the good beginning parts and make up a happy ending so that I can pretend that I have alot of good dreams too.

I love having someone read to me, or for me to read to them. I used to get really mad at Dave I felt like he was using me alot, but I forgave him of most of it becuase he would read to me or I would read to him.

I sleep better when there is someone else in the room. I like to hear them breathe.

The sound of someones heartbeat always clams me down and makes me feel safe.

I love touching people. I feel like I am falling away from the world if I cannot touch someone. That is one reason Germany is so hard I have no one to touch.

I really want to kiss someone right now. It has been so long since I have kissed anyone and that is something I love.

I belive in Soul Mates. I belive there will be one person that I might find that will break down all my barriers and that we will just love eachother for ever. However, I know with so many people in the world it will be hard to find them and I am worried I never will.


I know that I would change everything about myself if someone asked me to and promised they would keep me safe so I didn't have to work so hard to do it anymore.

I have no idea what I want to do when I grow up and that scares me.

I love water, it heals all. When I get upset you will find that I turn to water, a shower, a river, the rain, any of it will help me.


I cannot get over when that kid died in my arms. I think about it all the time and it is slowly eating me up. I know he is alright now, but there is so much that happened that I will never be able to say. I can't understand how I was ever alone in the room with him in my mind it is all so slow and I just remember a couple of times looking around for help and no one was there. I have so much respect for Tilli because of that night, she woke up to find me collapsed on the bathroom floor and she stayed with me and I know I was in a horrible place. However, after that night, I do know that I need to spend my life helping people. I wish I were smarter and could be a doctor but I will find other ways to help people.


I belive everybad thing that has happend in my life have been things from the gods or from God (which ever is out there) to prepare me for something I am going ot have to do. I really believe my life is not completley my own and that I am going to have a part in something really important. That is why even wiht all these seemingly dark things I have written I am actually very happy. I know there is something out there for me to do.

I am happy, I love my life. I love my friends and my family. I am very greatful for all the oppertunities I have had. I am so thankful for everyone in my life they have all taught me so much and helped me unmeasurably. I would not trade in any part of my life becuase it makes me who I am. And no matter if parts of me are not the best they are in the end me. And If I were not me I am not sure who I would be.


Alright I feel like this is long enough, it is not nearly everything, but I think it is enough.