I am getting that itch again

I have been in one place for about 4 months now and I need a change. I have been living the same pattern for too long. I need someone to swoop in and change it all up. I need more friends is that I really need.
I hate mouse traps, the traditional ones where you kill the mouse, I prefer life traps. I ate too many M&Ms today. It makes my tummy hurt and for some reason that makes me think about the poor little mice being snapped up.


poor little mice.

So it is only 8 pm and I am so tired. I couldn't sleep last night to save my life. When I finally drifted off it was well past 3 am and I had work in the morning. I started my new class today. I so far really like them, they have a lot of questions. They are also not scared to talk which is good. My favorite class the 7th graders are planning some sort of surprise for Wednesday. I love my 7th graders, they may be the only ones getting Christmas presents from me.

I made my sister a journal today. I used all my papers that I only wrote on one side. I hope she likes it. I have also been making Christmas bows like the ones for packages. My favorite is made from the London Tube map. I really want to go back to London. I really want to go everywhere. If only I had the money.

I think I am about ready to get married! lol. I think I need someone in my life like that.

Gosh I miss my family. I really need to talk to Dr. Hanley. I have a lot of big questions, I need to make sure this is the right choice. The best way for me to help.

What to do what to do... I am eating a super stale pretzel right now. It is not making me happy. I have already gone through two glasses of water adn I am only half way through the stupid dry pretzel.


Well, it is now Tuesday night, I have a fever, I have moved my computer into my bed room so I can watch a movie and fall asleep early. Then I started packing. Almost my entire backpack is filled with gifts. CRAZYNESS! I have a big family i guess. Margitte and Dieter gave me a huge box of Christmas cookies to take home for the family. Really German Gingerbread! LOL it took up like half of my backpack. And then the two bottles of wine for my Aunt and Uncle Masatti took up another 1/4 of the space. I am so excited to give them wine for which I picked the grapes, ok well maybe no their wine but the same kind of wine from the same vineyard.

Today I went to an international Weihnachtmarkt. It was great. I found three more great gifts. however, one might stay mine... I kind of really like it :-D We will have to see. It is supposed to be for a friend. One of the few friend gifts that will be given before July most people have to wait. I know in my heart I should give this present but he will be none the wiser if he doesn't get it and has to wait for everyone else to get something. Besides, it isn't like he is getting me anything. So I can almost justify being greedy right? and really I have not gotten anything for myself except shampoo and a new tooth brush both of which were for the people around me just as much as they were for me.

I hope Erin really can visit so I can get rid of some of this wine. I just don't know what to do with all of it. Maybe I will take some to Margette and Dieter... I am attempting to bring back 2 bottles they are wrapped pretty tight but I am only trying with the White wine so if it breaks open my stuff might not be ruined. Although I am pretty good at getting red wine stains out! But it is a shame because here i am living in the red wine center of Germany and I bring home white wine... man...

Alright well Fruits Basket is calling to me and I have to be up early tomorrow so Sleep seems like a good plan.


Ta Ta for Now!

~ME

Tra La la la la la la

So, I am still so tired it might kill me. And today was a horrid day. But I am going to make the best of it.

I am actually about to go to sleep right now for a good and well deserved nap.

I just felt like adding another message about basically nothing.

So Tired I might just fall apart.

Seriously I think My limbs are going to fall off from lack of Sleep. But the late night talks were worth it. And it was nice to sleep next to someone again!

So Basically London was the BEST TIME EVER. I love Sharif and my sleeping buddie! And all the others. I love London, I will never NEVER forget this weekend. It was just what I needed.

I really have so much to write but I cannot even think. Here is what I know. I am ready to take on my adventure again. I know I was a bit down there for a moment but I am back up and running. LIFE IF NOT GOOD IT IS GREAT!

alright that is literally all I can write currently so I am off to bed.

love much
ME

I hope you like the Change of Music

I felt the need to have some good Christmas music playing so I thought I would share that Christmas spirit with everyone!


I AM GOING CRAZY!

Mark Twain said My philological studies have satisfied me that a gifted person ought to learn English (barring spelling and pronouncing) in thirty hours, French in thirty days, and German in thirty years.
I miss my dog. My dog is way cooler than any German dog.


Alright in other news.

I am spending money I don't have to go to London this weekend. I am going to see Cat and K10. I am taking Anna, however, I don't think she is going to be happy with me. All she wants to do is shop and I cannot spare a single dollar! I might just be like, well there are the stores I will see you in a few hours.


So, my loans are all messed up. I am not really sure what to do with them. I just know I was denied my deferment so I had to go into forebarence which means I have to pay a huge fee every three months and every six months that huge fee is pretty much tripled.


BLECK