Starting this on Thanksgiving day

Well I am starting this entry on Thanksgiving day, however, true to form I am not sure if I will finish it today or when I shall in fact finish it. I was supposed to have dinner with Anna today. However, she bailed on me, so I am now sitting alone watching "Die Simpsons" and eating baked Feta and Tomatoes.


bleck I think I ate to much... my tummy is hurting.

I wonder how they make different types of cheese. I know Feta is from sheep's milk, I think Mozzarella is from buffalo? Some one told me that once but I don't know if it is true or not.

Starting today it is officially alright to sing Christmas songs! This makes me very happy. So Germans kids think little baby Christ brings them presents. How cute. Their St. Nicolas simply fills their shoes with candy on the 6th of December.

I think that the idea of little baby Christ bring presents scares me a little bit. I am kind of scared of baby Jesus.

So I printed off the picture of what I want my haircut today. I am hoping maybe tomorrow I can find a place to get it cut. I need to find out how much it costs to get a hair cut, because if it is a lot aka more than 20 euro I am going to wait until I get home and go to the beauty college.

My toe really hurts. I really think I broke it.

It is hard to think that next weekend I will be in London. It will be so nice to be somewhere in which everyone speaks English for awhile. Anna and I are going to try to visit at least one university so she can see what they are like. She is really scared about going to University. I keep trying to tell her if she is that scared she should go to a German University for the first year so she is close to home and then she can go abroad. However, I guess to her London is near to home, only an hour flight. And really I am super happy she is going for her dreams no matter how scary they are. I just want her to know it is ok if she doesn't do it right away.


I am now watching lord of th rings in German. It is interesting. The Germans are cool because they usually attempt to find voice actors close to the original voices. So it doesn't sound very weird to hear them all talking.

I think I am going to make a cup of Hot Chocolate and open the window.

It is time to sing Christmas songs! DECK THE HALLS... Silent night.... OH COME ALL YE FAITHFUL.... In the Meadow we can build a snow man...... There are more but I am going to stop now.

I cannot wait to see James and Claudia. They are so great to me. James has one fun time planned for our day. I hope we really get to do it.


Alright I have to pee, so I am going to actually post this on the same day that I started it! WOW I know I know it seems crazy.

Hello Froto

What to say,

I am so tired I may fall over dead... I have a ton of stuff to get ready for tomorrow but I just don't feel like doing it and I cannot fall asleep so a nap is out of the question so I am just going to sit here in a state of I have no idea what is going on.

Yuck, I just though about the word sliced, I hate the word sliced.

I want to go back to the vineyard. It was so beautiful and so fun. And the boys were really cute.

I love kayaker Joe he is currently sitting atop the jar of Jif. mmmm JIf peanut butter. Seriously Claudia rocks for sending me such a wonderfully great package. I wore my sweet socks today, they are seriously the best things I have ever had on my feet. And Johnny looks hot chilaxing on my tv.

Well, I started this post two days ago and just keep adding more and more. I was going to write a bit but then I noticed the time. I need to go help Susanne in the kitchen. More to come later.


I like the word cackle.... I wish more people cackled so I could comment to my friends, I heard a really good cackle today. Or wow she had a wee little cackle.

Pineapple yogurt it tasty. Yum Yum Yum


So I have been writing this entry for days now and each time I just pick a random spot to start typing. So sorry that is it so disjointed, but you know.. I hope you enjoy it and its random life.

Just got back from my adult English class. They were so fun. Also I officially have a ride to the Airport now! YAY Christmas vacation is only a month away! How fun. Tomorrow I am going to have a weird schedule. All day at the airport again with the 8th graders, home for lunch at 3pm. I think I will go running sometime after lunch. At 7pm I am calling Papa, it is his birthday so I am calling him and Grandma to see how they are doing and to wish Papa a happy birthday. After that I will probably go to sleep have an alarm set so that a t 2am I can wake up to call Erin and wish her a happy birthday.

Random writing may also be included, in todays post, don't ask me what they are I don't know. I have tons of little bits of random writing I think it is working itself into a book. It seems to be a story about a guy who was madly in love with someone who died and he is having troubles moving on

Today I feel like I am a stranger, I don't know you well enough to write what I am feeling, I fear your judgment. I worry that I have to make a strong impression, that you are waiting for something great and I don't have greatness to give. I have been alone here for so long, and you expect so much from my journeys, when in truth I am just trying to survive. I don't live the life you want and for that I fear that you will shun me. I fear that you will disapprove that I just want to live. I cannot look you in the eyes any longer, the deepness of your disapproval is to grand for me to overcome. I guess I should just move on, but with so much of my heart I am still in love with you, and with the life we had together. I know it sounds silly but it is so important to have that sense of security that you offered to me.

Milk Rice Recipe (Kiri Bath)
A simple preparation of rice cooked in coconut milk, it is part of the traditions of the Sinhalese people. It is a must on New Year's Day, and on the first day of each month it is the accepted breakfast dish. It is usually served with hot sambals, but some prefer it with grated palm sugar. If you find it difficult to buy palm sugar, use unrefined black sugar as a substitute. Ingredients : Serves 4-5
2 cups 3 cups 2 cups 2 teaspoons 1 stick	Short grain white rice Water Thick coconut milk Salt Cinnamon, optional

So alot has happened

But I don't feel like writing about it so if you want to know about Paris you are going to have to grow a pair and ask me about it.

What am I going to ramble about today...

I am retraining my lungs so that I can actually run. It might kill me. My lungs hurt pretty much all the time right now. Also I am always coughing stuff up. But it is time to reclaim my lungs, bronchitis and pneumonia be damned these are my lungs and I want them back! Anna and I asked a doctor and they helped me come up with a plan to slowly reteach my lungs how to breathe so for the first month I get to do a lot of running. Problem is it is cold and wet out, perfect conditions to catch bronchitis or pneumonia. So I am walking a thin line between fixing and causing more damage. But in the end it will be well worth it. I will be a hard core runner!

So I am currently cleaning the house. On Tuesday we have a potential buyer coming to look at it.

Tomorrow I am going to go to Wesbaden to see Tomte and Novillero. I am excited. I am slowly looking up their songs online so that I am ready! Next Sunday is the Ballet, and the Sunday after we are going to the Theater. I am trying to go to London the first weekend of December and I come home on the 19th for a quick visit with the family. SO MUCH ....

Alright I need to get back to cleaning the house up! God I wish I had some one right now. Can i just say that? I need a boyfriend and BAD!

Bis spater