Siren WI

Wow I suck at updating this. I hope no one ever wants to research my life because I do not give them very much to work with and this entry is also going to be very small. Since I want to work on other things. I am currently in Siren WI visiting my papa. I am out at breakfast drinking coffee working on my crocheting and talking to Anna on skype. I got my number one Roomie a present yesterday I hope she likes it :D

So I have failed.

So I had this great adventure with my friend Claudia. It was super awesome. We actually had several adventure lately. We went to a beautiful garden in the middle of winter with dead camera batteries. Took an adventure to to Rite aid played life. headed back to the garden and saw some cool glass figures. We lost two of them then we found them in a hot house with these funny little birds. we finished at the garden and headed to find some treasures in the woods. IT WAS REALLY FREAKING COLD!!!! Like omg cold. We found some buried treasure. After that we came home to watch an uber funny movie. ZOOLANDER!!

Late that week we headed to a Christmas party in January. It was a ton of fun.


Things here lately have been hard. I am so over everything. Well not everything just the negativity. Who knew that the people in my life were so negative. i really miss my friends. Alright I am watching a really good movie I will post more later and I will hopefully post the pictures from one of my adventures with Claudia.

I have been in a funk

So I have been far to blah to bore you with my life as of late. I am currently living a nightmare while I try to get my feet under me enough to set out again. However, this life has been draining me. So I have decided that no matter how blah things get I have to make sure I make at least one thing a week into an adventure so I dont get to far gone from myself.

So in order to make this happen I am going to try to hold myself accountable to posting at least one adventure a week here on my blog. that way even if i dont get a real adventure I remember to remember that all life is is one great adventure.

Claudia, I made my thing readable to everyone again so that you can see this again since you are really the only person I write to and well, becuase I have a feeling you will be in a great many of my adventures.

Alright. I really should be going to bed. I meant to go like an hour ago but got sucked into the internet. That will need to change too muchtime on the internet is not good for the soul. So I guess that is two new goals! More adventure less interweb!!!

alright I have a long day tomorrow work and the train station. I am going to get going!


have a wonderful night!

xoxo
ME

On a recent trip to Lansing

I was told that I have not updated in FOREVER!!!!

So after eating a few hamsters I thought I would put something here for her.

MY PHONE SUCKS, I WANT TO PAINT WITH MY SISTER

my foot is asleep

And that is all I have for you today!


xoxo me

This is an update

Dear Claudia, I am sitting across the room in the dark watching the Kendra show with you. I am using your computer and your cat pooped on your floor.


I still cannot find a job. That bows. My dress for Rachaels Wedding is really kind of big. Like Seriously, Mummey is playing bejeweled... we may be addicted to that game.


I am so freaking tired. It was so good to see Rachael today. It was really nice. Now we are watching americas best dance crew I love this show1 You rock for turning it on Could you turn it up a tad?? I am going deaf.

Alright I am going to give you your computer now you should try playing bejeweled!

xoxo
Talk to you later. BYE BYE

So very much has happened,

In the last bit of time a lot has happened.

I had what I though was a good friend whore me out, but I think I had a better time doing my own thing anyways.

I think I lost one of my very best friends. I am not sure, but there seems to be a total lack of communication from their end. I will hold on to hope, but I am not going to bother them anymore, I will let them do what they need rather than be selfish as I usually am in these situations.

I realized that several of my friends have become closer because of the the larger distance between us.

I lost all of my hope only to realize that when it seems you have about lost the final fight, your inner nature kicks in, luckily my inner nature is to survive it and adapt.

I have fallen out of love with someone I didn't realize I loved until I stopped loving them.

I have begun battling an addiction that has claimed the lives of several people in my family.

I have changed everything about myself without losing who I am.

And I have started to make real progress on growing as a person.


I would say that these past few months, have been well spent!

I am just going to fly by the seat of my pants.

I keep trying to make plans for this 5 day weekend I have. It is the last of my time off while I am here in good old Germany, but all the plans keep falling through. So I have decided, I am going to buy a rail pass, get on some trains and see what happens!


Today I think we almost had a tornado except they don't get those in Germany. It was such a beautiful day out, all the sudden it got very calm then ever dark, next it started pouring buckets, then it got calm again, next was the hail, it was about marble sized, so not big but still hail, and then the sun came out and we are having a beautiful day again. I really miss storms so it was nice while it lasted. I don't think I will ever again live some place without storms. I really do love Michigan, snow storms, rain storms, thunderstorms, tornados (small ones not dangerous like in Oklahoma and such). Yep, they make me happy! I miss watching the Lightning hit the lakes, I miss the Thunder that shakes the windows, I miss the heavy rain, the wind, the atmosphere... It is time to head back to where I belong.