So very much has happened,

In the last bit of time a lot has happened.

I had what I though was a good friend whore me out, but I think I had a better time doing my own thing anyways.

I think I lost one of my very best friends. I am not sure, but there seems to be a total lack of communication from their end. I will hold on to hope, but I am not going to bother them anymore, I will let them do what they need rather than be selfish as I usually am in these situations.

I realized that several of my friends have become closer because of the the larger distance between us.

I lost all of my hope only to realize that when it seems you have about lost the final fight, your inner nature kicks in, luckily my inner nature is to survive it and adapt.

I have fallen out of love with someone I didn't realize I loved until I stopped loving them.

I have begun battling an addiction that has claimed the lives of several people in my family.

I have changed everything about myself without losing who I am.

And I have started to make real progress on growing as a person.


I would say that these past few months, have been well spent!