Monday, August 4, 2008

I have decided I just dont care....

Well boys and girls,

Gather round for I have a tale for ye.


And basically to sum up that tale... I don't care. Very quickly I was forced to make a plan. I don't really like this at all. So I gave it a lot more though and the truth is that the one thing I really want to do is to have someone think that their life is a little better because of me. Thats right I found a dream, really I always had it it was just a bit perverted. Now however, I understand what my heart has been telling me. Find love and Change someones life for the better. I am not sure I can accomplish the first but let me tell you what try to stop me from doing the second. No matter where I am I can make a difference. That is all I want. Who cares if i am poor, this is brought about because when I was thinking about being a wilderness first responder everyone told me i would make no money, I DONT CARE ABOUT MONEY. I just want to help people. That I can do anywhere at anytime with any amount of money. Thats it i have been driving myself crazy because I have had nothing to drive me and here it was all i wanted was to help. So I am going to. I am still trying to work out going to Germany. It seems to be a fight but if that doesn't work out my friend BZ said I could live with her. Now that I have a plan for next month I can get back to being me and helping others.... Thats it thats all. I have found myself again and I am actually happy.

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