Well Fuck

I'm not going to lie I just added the fuck in because I posted a disclaimer that this blog may contain adult content and I wanted to live up to that disclaimer.

Today was actually a fairly good day. I have continued to clean up and pack away all my things that are not making it across the ocean with me. I think I have now gotten everything sorted and I can actually start to pack my bag. I picked my god sister up from school today because it was raining and she asked me if I were excited. I told her not really, at first she was confused and then she looked at me and was like I understand that... the truth of the matter is that I am just going to continue to live I am not changing my life just my location which as of late I do all the time. So the only thing I am worried about is being able to carry enough stuff with me to survive. I know the backpack I have is WAY to large for me and actually backpackers are going to make jokes at my expense for obviously I have no idea what I am doing however, the truth is that all i need to do is move enough stuff to work and play across many nations and find a place to live so who cares. I hope that I can start backpacking for I will be in a beautiful place but I have decided not to care what backpackers think of me. I asked about 10 of them for help and they snubbed me so fuck them I will do this the Sherwood way. GO TEAM SHERWOOD (we have our own handshake for any one who wanted to know it is really cool we call it the hurricane.)

Oh and excitement... My dad might make it back in time to say good bye again! I cant tell you how happy that would make me. One of my good friends told me awhile ago that they would try to make it but I think they have forgotten. I don't really mind if they cant or even if they don't want to but it always makes me sad when people say they will try and then just forget about it. I always expect the worse so people cannot let me down until they start making arrant promises. But as I said I always expect the worse so I have just decided that there is no way I will see them again before I leave and if they do make it it will be one of the best surprises of my life!

Alright well there is only an hour before Meme and Papa get here so I guess I should get dressed and try to pick up a little more of the house.

Live your life as only you can for the truth of the matter is that only you can live it.