Paper cut from Hell

I have the worlds best ex roomie, Roomie. I want you to know how much I love you. I really don't know where I would be without you always being there for me.

I got the worlds worst paper cut today, actually the paper managed to take of a hunk of my finger. REALLY? Who amputates themselves with a piece of paper?

So I learned today that my pessimism about our society actually allows me to enjoy life more than others. I know this person and they hate living where they are so much that they are making themselves miserable. No one had been able to figure out why it was so bad. And the reason is that they truly believe that other places are better. I however, know that all places have their own faults as big as their positives . So that in the end you just have to make the best of where you are. Now I understand some people prefer cities, and other country. Those make a big difference, but if you move somewhere hoping that politically it makes a difference the truth is that there isn't that much difference. Political cultures are always changing, the publics out look is alwasy changing. Also because I have no faith in people puting any work in I understand that if you dont like the social or political culture you can change it. So few people believe in someting enough to change it, most live how things have always been, and when someone changes it they fight against that change for awhile but then they get tired of working and give up and live the change until it becomes how it alwasy was for that town.

I do not falut this person, they should live where they belive in it, however, they shoudl also not let that dictate their lives. They need to learn that even if they are not in their finaly wanted home, they are at least in a job, they at least have people who love them, and lord knows at some point they will get where they want to go. However, if they drive themselves into so deep a depression that they cant keep their life together then they will never be able tot get to this place, they have to hold it together long enought to get there. I have full faith that they will get there. They can make it, of this I am sure! They are one of the strongest people I know and they will make it they just need to not lose hope.

My amputated finger is throbing I am suffering from a ghost limb :(

I went for a good walk and cleared my head today. Oh the power of the Rhine. I wish I could have sat out there for hours, but one of the teachers I am working with has bronchitis and is still coming to work which means I am very likley to catch it from her and I am not going to weaken my immune system by sitting out in the cold.

Alright well I have some research to do for my classes tomorrow. One of my teachers has fogotten that she told me not to come to both lessons because I took on my own conversation course and gave me work for both lessons tomorrow. I am not very pleased. I am supposed to be able to sleep in an extra hour tomorrow but since that isn't going to happen I need to get done early tonight and get some sleep.

Alright, I totally forgot to post this and just realized it was still open, my work is done and the best news I just realized my countdowns are based on Michigan time, which means eveything this 6 hours closer than I thought!!!

Alright, I am going for real now!

xoxox